I went to bed feeling stupid for what I did last night. But then resisting temptation has always been beyond me. I just can't give this up, can't forget, can't let it go. Ended- not of my own will- so suddenly, and I just know you never want to talk to me. I just know you'll never trust me again. And maybe you're right not to. You probably are.
I'd say I needed somebody right now. But that would be a lie by omission. I need you. I don't know why... except that when months go by and a person is still there, lying in your every thought, then somethings wrong. I don't want to tell you all the things that are wrong with me- I want to ask questions so you can answer them. I never knew where you were, what was going on in your life. I used to be so selfish. I don't know when that changed. Maybe because I'm learning more and more what love is really like. Or maybe it's just about time I learned the value of sacrifice. I don't know.
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